Kristal Jenson.

1987-2003.

R.I.P

Hey everyone..CT. I got the love letter you wrote me. I understand now..I guess. I really do love you. Let's just try and forget this whole thing ever happened...it'll be hard though...I'm going to be going to mungo's soon.., my parents finally decided this isn't the place..well..e.e...I guess this is goodbye for a while. My goodbyes and wishes are for

Ian,Mina,Damien,CT,Mason,Jacen,Sean,Scott,Pansy,Roxie,Claudia,Paris,Schiefer.::Breath::

Draco,Aurora,Nita,Talia,Shaina and all the other people I love. I'm sorry if I  forgot you. You know I love you. Well..goodbye for now.I'll miss you all. CT, please visit me, i'd appreciate it.

((((-ooc- I think i'm going to close this Xanga. I don't think it'll be fun to play someone who is dying. CT will probably be meloncholly for a while too. Who knows, I might drop by once and a while. So Kristal is being shut down, but feel free to leave comments, i'd love that. ^.^ and thanks to the people who were Kristal's friends, even if it was a short time. My other Char's will still exist. ^.^..**Amber**))))

Canton felt like slapping her. "How long have you known?" he demanded, his eyes growing dark with fury. He grabbed her left wrist. "Huh?How long?" he almost screamed. The Ravenclaw common room was empty, and the fire blazed bright. "Canton--please you're hurting me!" pleaded Kristal, her blue hues welling with tears."YOU'RE HURTING ME!" he shouted loudly, grabbing her right wrist. "How long have you known?!" he asked, sounding like a maniac. "I've known for a while! But I couldn't tell anyone, this is hard for me too!!" whimpered Kristal, trying to break free of Canton's grip. "Please, Canton---", Canton grabbed Kristal and shoved her on the couch. Kristal couldn't stop crying now. "We've been together for 4 years, we share everything! Why didn't you tell me this before..so we...so we could spend time before it's too late!?" shouted Canton, pacing back and forth madly. "I couldn't tell ANYONE!" Kristal sobbed. "Liar! KRISTAL I LOVE YOU!" Canton said loudly. He gazed at her in disbelief. An awkward silence came slowly. "I love you Kristal." Canton said softly. Kristal's face was puffy because of her crying, and she looked at him angrily. She stood, and looked right into the eyes of the person she loved so much and yet hurt her. "Look. You love me, huh?" said Kristal, showing Canton her red wrists which had cuts from his fingernails digging into them. Tears flowed softly from Canton's eyes as he stood emotionless. "Kristal..i'm sorry...I.." and Canton looked at the ground, he couldn't look at Kristal. Kristal burst out crying and ran out of the Common room leaving Canton alone by himself. He looked into the fire.."What have I done?"..

Kristal brushed a few loose pieces of Auburn hair out of her face. It was Christmas, and rather cold. The grounds to Hogwarts were fashioned beautifully with blankets of snow resting upon each tree, each blade of grass, and every crevice. It was truly beautiful. Kristal sighed to herself, looking at the lake which was covered in ice. She smiled as Mason skated on it, almost falling on his butt. She felt so happy. Canton was back and that made it alot better, she loved him so. But how was she supposed to tell the love of her life that she could die or get shipped away soon? She had to tell him she had cancer..but how? I guess now is the time.She built up her courage as she saw a handsome boy rapped up in blankets and scarfs trudge through the snow, shivering.  She decided to just come out and say...even though she might sound stupid. She looked to Mason, and gestured that she'd be back. He nodded and went on skating. "CT!", she shouted towards Canton. He looked up and smiled. He came over and kissed her gently on her forehead. "Hey Kris, what's up?", he asked, his green eyes looking around the snowy wonderland. "Well...we need to talk.", Kristal said, nervously.Canton gave her a worried glance."Alright.." he said tipping his head to the side. They walked back to the Ravenclaw Common room hand in hand.

Hey everyone! Mason, the Ginger Bread house was a disaster but I loved making it with you! I got you season one of the muggle show Queer Eye for the Straight Guy! I hope you like. And if you don't stop being depressed i'll hit you with a Chia Pet. I hope everyone's X-mas is good so far.

* Kristal